gather around yall, get ready to listen to another one of my drug (legal) addled rants about whatever spills out of my brain on this cool spring night. i was sitting at my computer playing a game, while listening to some club classics cd set i downloaded, when alll of a sudden, these memories started popping up in my head. memories of going to these dark, crowded, loud, hot clubs. listening to the music, feeling your heart pound in sync with the beat. grabbing your special someone by the hips and pulling them in closer to you, your bodies swaying together. all this isnt about me missing the club scene, or wanting to get back out there, because i dont, really i dont. most of you know what im talking about. theres nothing like being there with your closest friends, hearing the first few notes of “that” song, hopping on the dance floor, and just letting go. letting go of all your stress, your worries, all the drama. getting lost in the music, there is no feeling like it. im not comparing it to love, or seeing your first born child for the first time, nothing like that. this is a different feeling. those of you who havent done acid or extacy dont know what it means to feel colors and see music, physically connecting to the song that is blaring through the speakers. ive sat here for a while trying to think of a way to explain that to yall, but i just cant. you have to experience that for yourselves. im not condoning drugs, im not condemning them either, ive been clean for a while now, but you havent lived if you havent experienced all that this wonderful world has to offer. drugs are illegal, the fun ones anyway. anyway, take some time, put in your favorite jam, turn it up, grab a partner, and dance your little heart out, take a shot of fun, and rock out, youll be glad you did. totally let go. spin til you’re dizzy, sing the words as loud as you can, smile and be free. you might thank me, but you wont have to, i dont deserve it, thank yourselves for giving that to yourself. look in the mirror, and say “thank you __________, YOU’RE AWESOME!!”
this might not make sense to most people, but to anyone who reads this, thanks, i appreciate the effort, i really do. have fun kids, talk to ya sooner than later.
hey people. how are you? really, how are you? do you ever sit around and think, how am i, am i where i need to be? am i in the right place? am i doing what i want to be doing? am i happy? do i want to be happy? that last one is an odd question, but its a fair one i think. many people are upset just because that’s all that they know, they are accustomed to pain and misery, so that’s what they expect out of life. people as a whole are generally happy with their lives, however, individuals are not. people stuck in their hum-drum lifestyles, doing the same thing all the time. im a good example of this. all i do is sit around, play xbox, surf the web, watch tv. etc.. i dont want you to think that im preaching to you, saying you need to get up and do stuff, because that would make me a hypocrite. why dont we, myself included, take 15 seconds out of our lives and do one thing for someone else. that would help i think, make someone else smile, and it’s hard not to make yourself smile. try that, and get back to me, let me know what happens. your response dictates my next submission. your ball homie, take a shot.
